Sunday, July 6, 2008

Personal Selling

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Long Break

Hey folks, I knw its been long since i updated my blog...well reli caught up with emotions and stuff that i jus totally forgot tt i even have a blog...lolx...haha...well...today im extremely happy...but let me start off wit my bro's surprise birthday party... It was last Saturday evening at east coast... erm...it was meant to be a surprise but with my family members who are soooooooo "good" in keeping secrets...made it impossible...lolx...he gt to knw tt smth was going on...oh wel...at least sm surprises was kept a secret... His birthday Cake...lolx...haha he was shocked and im glad...u knw why? take a look at it urself... Haha... the pic printed on the cake is his 6 yr old pic in his swimming trunks...HAHAHAHA... U knw...a sister is meant to bully her brother most of the time so its my duty to do tis to him...according to the sister rule-book...keke...anyway it was fun, even though the weather din contribute much...it was damn damn windy that it made the fire go off in the bbq pit... but luckily it din rain...so thank god for it... And for the first time in the past ten years...my WHOLE family...meaning my God bro, god sis and sis-in-law...wit my family..we got to take a pic together for the first time... THE BEAR FAMILY...=D See.... tis is my family...:)

Anyway glad to know that my bro enjoyed that day... so m satisfied... Hmm...anyting i cud recall for the past few weeks would be that i was reli feeling down and my wonderful frens were the ones who made me smile...talking to kasim, waheed, sree and aravin was reli great...i cant stop laughing... ...the problem isn't severe at all...but is jus due to some mood swings that i was down...Anyways...thank u guys for keeping me happy and bringing me bak to normal these few days

Well....today im extremely happy cos...i went to meet my two new frens aravin and sree...actually i was at woodlands library doing sm stupid project of sm stupid module...and trust me...sitting in an air-conditioned place hvin ur eyes fixed at ur lappy is as easy as u tink it is... is damn horrible and tiring... so after that...i jus went to meet em and wow..i had a nice time...chit-chatting...laughing...sharing thoughts and feelings...i do look forward to meet them in future... shud b fun...thanks guys...

You know...there are some religious beliefs or meanings behind whatever we do...sometimes certain reasons are hard to believe..or even ridiculous that we wont want to believe them...but there are some things that can be reli amazing to know both the religious and scientific way... i have gt to knw these through my two new frens... so many tings that i've nvr experienced and its fun getting to knw another world that exists in them... Well... once again thanks to them for making my day... and i will jus sign off here with the same level of happiness...will come bak soon...tata

Monday, April 28, 2008

Hey people, sorry i din update ma blog for quite some time. Jus din have the mood and even time to blog..so yea here i am nw...anyway m in class now... "Customer Service"...class is quite interesting but stil the lesson is jus full of common sense. So i jus dn wana lissen...haha... Okok...let me get bak to tis
Firstly, I GOT BAK MY WALLET!!! yay...i'm so so happy...haha my mood reli lift up after i heard tis news frm daddy...bless that soul who returned my wallet...and i wud like to take tis opportunity to thank all ma frens who cheered me up and prayed for me to get bak my wallet..And a BIG THANKS to all who consoled me wen i was so down.. Grace, Waheed, Sunita, Thenesh, I-sya, Karthik and many more...haha sorry if i din mention ur name...but i sincerely thank all u guys...*smiles* Maybe that might be the only thing that made me happy for the past few days...Dance class on saturday was so so tiring, i din knw what happened but i felt so dizzy halfway thru...Total black out for abt 20 mins... i had to sit down so tt i dn make a scene in class by jus dropping to the floor O__O!! tt's embarrassing... This wud be the second time i blacked out in class....the first time was quite long ago la...2006 i tink *thinking*... haha....bcos of my mean tcher who made me dance and dance non-stop...of cos anyone wud faint la...nt even a minute to rest...grrr....
My weekend was burnt for the ica i had on monday...to people out ther...ica mean in-course assessment...nt intercourse k? dn get it wrong...^_^V... Anyway the ica sux... of all the tings i studied...smth tt i din study came out as a 10 mark qn...wth!!!! arh!!! smhw i tried to write smth for it..but i dn tink its tt bad...ok ok la... haha...
Sunday i went to tmpl. I reli was in a dilemma on whether to go or nt since i stil had to study for the ica. The module is terrible la..."Project Mgmt" such an irritating module...Theory Modules are damn sickening...wish they were like Maths...jus easy to solve and move on....memorising will jus make my brain blast one day...
Things at home isn't rgt as well... i always feel my temper rising for every small issue...nowadays i jus dn care abt arguing or talkin bak... The tolerance level is damn damn low... too many tings in mind that smtimes it jus flows out as tears... It is hard for me...vr hard indeed... Lost many hours of sleep... i dn feel like doin anyting...the ony ting that keeps me company is my lappy, mp3 and my frens... Talkin to them makes me feel so much better...but nt some of them....im in tis state bcos of sm of 'em...*sighs*
I jus want to get over with all the bad emotions in me and get bak to the old life i led...i jus miss it alot...spend all my time with my friends...studying...hanging out...in secondary skol....with all the freedom i wanted...and no regrets... now it jus feels like everyting is coming to an end... I can feel my worst within seconds...my best fren changed so much tt i jus wana keep distance...It jus prevents me frm getting hurt by all the harsh terms used... Will this situation ever change? I dunno... nth is helpin to make tis better... I tried...I gave up...*sighs* kk...let's move out of tis sad atmosphere nw...lolx
Im hvin another ica tis friday and its a ROLE PLAY!! argh!!! haha i hate roleplays...i rather do ppt presentation sia...haiz...kk gt one class exercise...role play again...lolx...tata

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

My Priceless Possession!

hey ppl... sorry din update my blog for the past few days....i was reli reli sad...:(
I lost my wallet!!!*sobz* i reli sad la...i mean is reli smth vr precious to me and its jus gone...jus like tt... I went for my dance class and the last time i saw it was the time i took it out to check for coins after class.... *sighs* but i definitely knw tt i dropped it into my bag... tt was on saturday aftrnn and since i din have the need for my wallet the whole weekend, i din even open my bag till sunday night at 11 to put my pocket money in my wallet and i realised tt it was gone! I searched for it high and low in room and it was quite dumb to look for it the whole hse cos i knw tt the first ting i did wen i get home was to dunk my bag on my chair and din touch it till sunday. But i thought it was worth a try and i made my dad go up to the carpark to see if i dropped it in the car or smth...*sighs* but no...=( I called my dance skol to check if anyone returned a lost wallet or smth..no... i jus wish that ther is any kind soul out ther who wud at least intend to return the wallet to the police station or even post it to me...they shud knw my address since my i/c is in it...i lost all my impt documents of identification and even cash...but i heck abt the cash...take the cash and at least return the rest la...i dun tink the rest is of use to anyone except me... *sobz*
Anyway nothing interesting happened these few days...it was a surprise tt i did nt use the phone much...in fact i switched it off when im at home and when im studying... tt is smth vr rare cos i wil nvr do tt unless im damn irritated wit sm1 or i dn wish to talk to anyone... Other thn tt, yst i went for the first event of my CCA- NYP Pals...They are a group of people taking charge of campus concerts and events...so called the organising committee to take care of the ushering, back-stage crew and setting up the place for the show or smth...so shud b gd la...nt reli time-consuming i tink... Ok thn..i'l jus continue my blogging tonight...ciao

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Hello peeps! So...... hafta update ma blog...lolx....let's see....
Lemme start off wit ma new fwens Sree and Aravin...they're brothers...haha...anyways was talkin to them on fri night... I dunno what gt into them tt they wana hear me sing...@_@! They're nuts! haha...i asked them to take the lead and u knw what...instead of me hearing them sing...i heard one kacheri...haha well to my non-indian frens...kacheri means a classical music concert... Sree plays the violin and Aravin the mridangam.
I mean it was reli wonderful tt night to have heard them playing cos they played all my favourite songs...so soothing for the night....it jus brought a smile to my face for the day. Thanks guys!
On Saturday was jus a usual day for me...I woke up to go for class... I was too lazy to tie my saree at home so i tot of tyin it at ma skol. Thankfully, my bro was driving by my skol area so he said he wud send me ther. yay! saves time on the horrible train journey! I reli hate train journeys...they're reli sickening... haha...tell me abt it wen i travel by it every single day for abt an hour. *sighs*
Class wasn't so bad and it is much better thn hvin jus me and my sir... Haha...i spent months having "individual" lessons wit my sir...that is bcos im the ony one who turns up...the others wud have smth on that they dn turn up... is smtimes reli frustrating cos surviving in a dance class alone is reli tiring. Adding on to tis, my sir was new to us or rather jus say me...so i din knw much abt him nor did he knw much abt me...so the communication part was a bit rough cos i dn tink he understands me completely...he's a malayalee.... Moreover, he doesn't knw what i am used to and how the class normally goes...he jus keeps making me dance and dance and dance until ur knees can jus drop out...mine wasn't tt bad...i jus tore my knee ligament *.*! hahaha...is damn bloody painful la...lolx....i used to cry to my parents tt i dn wana go to class cos he's simply torturing me...he doesn't give me a moment to rest so tt i can catch my breathe...grrr...anyway is an advantage for me in one way as i get better each time. Stamina and movement wise.

Now that im merged wit a new group, internal competition to reach the best is quite high cos everyone is jus equally good. Anyway that is gd in a way as it pushes us to improve every minor thing in our dance. Tt's bharathanatyam... using every part of ur body and producing a story wit every minor move...our eyes, smile, neck and body language...But i hafta b careful nt to strain too much on my knee...i reli dn wana go thru tt horrible pain...O_O"!

I was at ma aunt's place tt evening and i was damn tired cos i din reli haf a time to rest...I watched "yaaradi Nee Mohini" by Dhanush and Nayanthara...the movie was reli gg wel and all of us were enjoying the movie til the end was simply horrible...i wud say its vr vr disappointing more thn horrible... Wel...without the ending, the movie was reli gd...This is one of the movies tht Dhanush looks his best cos...he looks neat la...but i jus dunno hw cm he's so handsome in person! lolx...my anni is reli so jealous tt i took pic wit him...she's a huge fan of his...lolx... He is following Rajinikanth's footsteps...reli humble too....kk enuf of him... So my day jus ended...once i got home, i jus knocked out...was feeling vr tired...
Today wasn't much either... I went to temple tis morning and it was reli grand. The procedures and offerings and stuff... Mom put maavilakku and she asked me to distribute ard...i tink ppl tot tt i did it praying for myself to get married...cos all keep saying all the best and blessing me...lolx...was quite funny... I came home reli determined to start studying for my ica but i ended up sleeping...haha...kasim called me at 6 30 and he tld me he went to watch 'The Forbidden Kingdom'...he said it was a wonderful movie...im looking forward to watch it as well...
Again, i gt a lil pissed off today...Was sad...i cried...but thn it jus lasted a while...i hope i wud cheer up before i knock out cos i reli hate getting to bed wit a bad mood...i usually can't slp for hours...Luckily, my lesson starts ony at 12 tmr...so shud b good...Ok thn, i've nth else so i'd jus sign off..
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Friday, April 18, 2008

Hey people......Today's entry is gg to be for yst n today...Yst too lazy to update ma blog so jus heck abt it...hehe ^_^V. Niwaes, yst was a long long day for me... 9-6 skol...but is actually a waste cos i hv a 3 hr break in between...*sighs* =.="... dunno what to do sia...
Firstly taking the train between 7 30 - 8 30 is damn horrible...SO PACKED! It is even worse wen i dn get a seat all the way frm Boon Lay to YCK. @_@! I knw I was gg to b late but it din matter actually. Lesson was quite boring but the gd news is i managed to stay awake and concentrate the whole time...hehe...I was sposed to meet Kasim today but thn i tink he's appt wit sm1 changed timing to 3pm. tt's wen my next class was starting...3 HOURS! i din knw what the hell to do....but fortunately, there was a club crawl at ma skol...
Anyway tt means CCA Openhse...lolx...so i jus took the time to go and visit it...i thought of signing up for smth since a CCA is needed to join Uni.... I signed up for Foreign Bodies and NYP Pals... See what i'll get la... The NYP ICG was hunting down all the indians to persuade them to join....But smtimes they get too much la...They forced my fren to join sia...I mean wen sm1s nt interested thn leave it la....Why force so much? They even came to me...But since i was in Yr2...they din disturb me =D
Three hours was gd cos in the last hr i accompanied Danesh all ard the skol to look for the Notebook Helpdesk for him. lolx.
The next three hours was jus abt Personal Grooming, Basic Ettiquettes and stuff...I was reli waitin for the lesson to end...The train wud b so packed since its the peak hours...Then my day jus ends like tt cos once i came home, i was jus doing the usual stuff...Chatting, Listening to Music, Talkin on the Phone....
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Today was a better day, but i had a small argument wit ma mom for nt waking me up on time...I went to skol, had 2 1/2 lesson...thn i went to meet Jaminah and Durga since it was a long time since i saw them. I was damn hungry la...wanted to eat wit them...but thn they alrdy had their lunch *sobz* O_O Both gundus din let me go bak sia..i finished lesson at 11 30 and i managed to escape at 2. Haha thanks to waheed... he was at YCK so we met up and went to yuhua for smth... There were 3 sec 1 gurls, who kept giggling and giggling at us....i shud nt include myself in the 'us'...must be giggling at him la..haha...Since Kasim is doin relief teaching ther, and Waheed looks more like him, most ppl do get confused between the two...i tink tis might b the case... They kept talkin so loudly, giggling, walking past us for dunno how many times... Even wen waheed tried bullying them...all they do is giggle...@_@! So weird! Haha...must've chosen Waheed as their eye candy...lolx...wait till Kasim knws abt tis...lolx
Everyting is reli changing; I am thankful to my parents to nt have given birth to me ten days ltr...I wud've belonged to the 1991 batch...Seriously, looking at the students at ma secondary skol i am reli relieved and happy to have had such enjoyable people as my frens, classmates and skol mates...In my opinion i think our batch must be the last batch which can b of acceptable range. Studies, Behaviour, Attitude wise..etc etc...I mean after graduating, wen we return to skol is reli havoc...Was having a conversation wit Waheed regarding tis and he agrees wit it as well....is smth to b vr sad of...
I reli wish to be back in secondary skol...If I have the power to go bak in time, i would jus make sure that i've enjoyed as wel as succeed thru Sec skol like wit no regrets...and i wud b a better person...people do learn frm mistakes but all of it can't b undone...well u may say tt we jus hafta make sure it doesn't happen again...sometimes life wud b a hundred times better wen tt mistake was nv done... we wud succeed and b a better person in life...However, mistake [regardless of whether we did it or sm1 else we knw did it] do help us realise what's life, what is disappointment, our parents' hardwork, what it takes to create the best out of life... So shud b good...Mayb tt's what God created mistakes for... Definitely im someone who will nv stop regretting abt my past...i mayb doin well in Poly n in other things in life...However, mistakes done in my life pulled me down frm wher im sposed to b....what if it nv happened?? tt's what i always wonder....................
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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Slack!

Vanakkam, Vanakkam, Vanakkam!!!
How're yall!? Today gt no skol! Yipeeeeeeee....Haha timetable's as such. Whatever it is i've an early start tmr...*sighs* is reli sickening wen skol's reli far frm home...for a 9am clas..i hafta leave hm at 7 15... enna kodumai sir ithu!
I got to knw my stopover for my attachment...I've gt events management and Marketing Service Unit... haha can't imagine working at the Shopping Arcade in NYP. Familiar faces walking up to the counter and i wud b like, "Gd morn, hw may i help u?"...0_0! About the events mgmt thingy is jus abt organizing the bazar and roadshows at the atrium in my skol...tt one is nt easy as wel...Hafta ask tiffy abt it...=D
I've been slacking since morning today but i took tis time to prepare my notes to study for my upcoming ICAs next week...
As usual, had a fight with Sathia...i mean i gt too used to it that i jus heck abt it totally =.=...tis time i din say much...he did much of the yelling...nt verbally but thru MSN...lolx...can jus feel the heat! *sweats* Anyway that's hw he was wen i did much of the quarelling...nw its his turn...It may sound kinda childish but ppl mite jus go berserk being the middleman...lolx...pity them...haha....
I tink nth much today since i was home all the way...except for the time i went jogging wit Kasim. My God, i can't even jog bcos of my stupid knee...it jus keeps hurting...*sobz* i jus want it to get better...Anyway i was jus talking to my dad and he was telling me that blogging is good wen i place smth useful...*thinking* i jus dunno what so useful to post...anyway all my punch dialogues, thathoovams [philosophies], good advises will be overwhelming mostly wen im feeling vr sad or emotional...i feel quite normal nw so nth useful for u guys...too bad =(
Innikku ivvalavuthaan...meendum ungal elloraiyum naalai maalai santhikkum varai, ungalidamirunthu vidaiperugiren...Nandri Vanakkam!
hahaha...i knw tt was lame...anyway jus gonna hit the bed as i've gt a long day tmr...ciaoz

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Bad Temper!

Hey ther...i was jus bak frm the temple and was slackin a while before i cud place this entry...damn tired actually...Today was sposed to be a short day for me... but i dunno how come it turned so long and tiring. I went to skol early today to meet up Danesh for lunch. I actually tot tt i wud b late but surprisingly i was on time. I tink is bcos of the amazing punctuality of the bus and trains. lolx.


Today's lesson wasn't so bad actually...Customer Service....mostly it is based on common sense so it was quite interesting. The lesson lasted ony for abt 2 1/2 hours. I was sposed to head back home til Kartik called. whatever he's sposed to pass me yst...he tld tt he wud pass it to me today. I met him in Bukit Batok, got those pprs thn headed to the bus stop wher i cud take the str bus bak home. Long and tiring walk...and adding on to it i was damn damn hungry la...i bot ice-cream in bread =D yummy! >.<


Once i reached home i jus had abt 30 mins rest before i cud get rdy for tmpl. I tot we wud b ther for sm short prayers and we wud head home early...and my predictions were WRONG! It lasted till 9 pm...*sighs* =.=" I was like reli waiting for it to end as my knee started to ache and i was getting vr restless... I did not expect Sathia to turn up for the prayers as he talk so much to me wen i invited him over...and suddenly he appear like tt...but still i was happy that he came...

When everyting was over, Yogi Bear tld tt she will send him home, so me n my bro joined her.. I think my mood swing reli love me alot cos it keeps cmin bak to me...hw sweet? rgt? Sathia kept fooling ard and i felt my temper rising... When i was tryin to direct my sis on the road, he cm n tel her the wrong directions... i jus shouted at him...i jus cudn't control it...i kept shouting at him and he was like, "Why r u shouting?"... I mean, i can't believe that im shouting and he is telling me these tings when it used to be the other way rd. He used to shout for all the unnecessary stuff and fight wit me day and night and i wud get pissed off by it and somehow infront of my bro n sis today...it was vice-versa. Well...after he left, i jus cudn't help feeling bad for the way i was...=( I apologised...


Sometimes it will jus click my mind if he wud feel the same way if he were behave like tis...and trust me...tt's what always happens...*sobz* =_=...Mayb he shud jus realise that he was like tt to me most of the time...shouting at me for nth... anyway i tink i changed bcos of tt...im trying to avoid getting upset and disappointed by him...tt's y i've stopped calling him... there wasn't even a day wher i did nt talk to him...i cant even slp w/o sayin a hi to him. But nw..i jus dn cal him...i tink wen i distance myself frm him..tt's wen he rmbrs tt i exist and gives me call... Well...i tink i've done a major mistake...u shud nvr be too close wit anyone...when sm things change...u wont b able to accept it. That's what happened to me... Now im nt giving a damn at all. I tink tt shud b the way...for nw....=(

Monday, April 14, 2008

First Day of Yr2 Sem1

Herlo! Today was my first day of skol for Yr2 and it was nth so fun actually...i reli miss my AF0702 dearies..the class environment is nvr the same w/o u guys...and of course i reli miss my cliques...Aisyah, Ingrid, Tiffy and Nat...at least im able to talk to the first three...Nat is totally mia! WHER R U NAT??? 0_0...haha... class is quite boring...and the module is even worse..nt tt i dn understand or its difficult...i tink we can match it up wit POM...haha those who hv gone thru tt stupid module shud nw haf a rough idea abt hw tis module wud b...anyway i nv tel what module rgt....lolx...is called Project Management....hw to plan a biz...and blah blah blah....BORING!!!! =.=". But that doesn't make me go wandering off to lala land in class...stil hafta listen bah! Lucky today the first part of the lesson was taken up to set up our internet connection and the HeuCampus thingy...haha tt works exactly like MSN...but is lil bit like VCM as well...anyway it shud b better thn tt stupid VCM...is damn sickening la...seriously...
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Hafta start studying for ICA alrdy sia...Next wed u knw...so fast...and the theory reli sucks! so much to rmbr...grr...i hate memory work so much... i reli hafta do wel tis sem...i stil have gt a long way to reach my target...i definitely wil...i reli dn wan anymore regrets... :(
That stupid Kartik was sposed to meet me today to pass me smth so tt i can print him sm document and stuff...tt idiot ask me to get down at Woodlands and in the end he said he nv bring the document and ask me to go home...idiot!!! anyways i took tt opportunity to haf a nice long bus journey bak home...took 187 thn change bus at jurong to 99...it took me quite sm time to reach home...
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I met Waheed to buy sm stationeries at Popular... i bought everytingi needed and bot things for my bro..was keep reminding myself to get pen for my younger bro and smhw i forgot it...*sighs*...tot he wud b reli mad at me for it...tmr mus nt forget to get him tht pen b4 he hammer me!
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My leg is aching so much la...i mean after tt day at Sentosa is jus getting worse...Docs suspect i tore my knee ligament...whoa...injure till like tt ar? sian sial... i had to walk so slowly in skol as the pain was increasing...jus imagine it aching even wen im slping...din even move my leg sia...still can ache one...whoa O_O i jus hope it'll b alrgt...is reli scary to continue my dance class with my leg in tt condition...nw im reli depending on my knee guard to avoid the knee hurting even more. i had to stop jogging as wel...*sighs*...enna kodumai sir ithu!
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Well...today was jus another ordinary day...skol...back home...go shop...study...and nw tis....
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U knw the past few days...i jus get lots of mood swings...is quite depressing actually...And i came to realise that Aisyah is gg thru the same...Hi-Five babe! haha... and wen i feel that way...i jus cant find anyone right to share it with and to calm myself down before i go mad..and the worse part is i dn even knw why im feeling so upset till i hafta cry...m i regretting abt the past? m i feeling ashamed of myself? i dunno.... is jus tt my mind is blank...i feel sad and i cry...tt's reli terrible u knw...*sighs* i jus hope tht it gets better and nt any worse...i dun tink i can handle it for the time being...im nt reli stable...but i am tryin to...
ok thn...i better get to bed...need to get up quite early tmr...nitez!
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Sunday, April 13, 2008

Tamil New Year!!

Hi folks....u knw what...today is tamil new yr...so i wud like to wish all my indian readers a vr Happy Tamil New Year..."ungalukku en iniya thamizh puthaandu nal vaazhthukkal"....u knw an interesting fact? According to the tamil calender...its sposed to be year 2038! haha...just imagine....

Anyway my whole day was jus spent watching movies...Anniyan...Mr.Bharath...Vel and Thirupatchi...whole day slack ony....anyway slacking is oso tiring...hehe...

Today im sposed to b vegetarian... everyting at home and at my granny's was vegetarian...n i dunno hw cm its standardized everywher tt wen its vegetarian food...thn it shud sambar, tahu sambal wit sm vegetables and paayasam.... is always like tt....*sighs*...there wil definitely b a day wher im gg to get sick n tired of it...

My day today was going so well till i had to receive a msg frm someone...*sighs*...a smily face bcam a grumpy face...>.O....i jus dn understand why he hafta do tis... i mean...jus leave me alone la...keep msgin and spoling my mood...everything is over..so what r u trying to prove? don't u realise u piss me even more...i dn tink a second chance will bring thing bak to normal so why dn u understand tt? *sobz* i knw tt it has become impossible for me to make u understand tt i dn wan tings tt way...if i dn wan thn u better leave me...i tink i've explained myself enuf..i gave up entirely...so JUS LEAVE ME ALONE! I'm happy enuf tt way...i dunno if it is pricking him seeing me happy...the way he phrases what he's saying portrays such an impression....

But i dun tink this day reli went bad cos i m nt gg to let smth so unnecessary to pul me down...talkin to my frens and occupying myself wit activities i like to do reli keeps me gg happily...

Out of a sudden...i feel tt im gg back to hw i used to feel a yr back...Sad...Lonely...and unhappy abt the way tings are nw... Things between me n my best fren is way different thn it used to be as well... Is jus so depressing...the way things are.... i
ve quieten down keeping my feelings to myself...actually tis is why i started blogging... i tink my best fren shud have realised it the way im talkin to him and the amt of which i talk as well...but i dun tink tt disturbs him... i decided to be tt way so tt i dn get disappointed and sad for the way he is to me nw... he has reli changed alot... i jus hafta accept it...Ok thn..i hafta hit the bed...tmr is gg to the first day of skol for Yr 2!

Im damn damn excited for it la...^_^ Damn sickening to slack at home...i rather enjoy studying..but stil it doesn't make me a weirdo...is jus fun to study and haf smth to do.... I dun tink we haf anyting else to do except studying at this age...i tink tt wud b true for me...i rather jus study and enjoy wit frens thn to do anyting else tt isn't necessary...i tink many get the hint of what im saying....mayb those who knw me shud knw...lolx....Ok...tink i blogged too much...time to hit the bed sweethearts....NITEZ

*~*~GaNgEs!~*~*

Saturday, April 12, 2008

A Change in Opinion

Initially...i ever thought that blogging was a waste of time. But now i realise is one of the easiest way to express our emotions. Especially wen they're painful. I've nw diverted my attention to blogging as i find it the only solution for my overspilling emotions... Well this is going to be my ever first blog entry in blogspot. Hmm...cmin to tink of it..even if i ever tried blogging..as time goes by...i feel so sian typing in my emotions..jus an automatic laziness....*sighs* wat to do...lolx...
SO....blogging aite...hmm...basically i will jus type out whatever that comes to my mind...good or bad...
Today was jus a tiring day for me...had a late nite yst cos i made a new fren...was reli nice talking to him...reli cant believe hw time flies wen u talk to someone so interesting...anyway i was so early to jus get out of my bed tis morning, but i had no choice. hafta meet sunita and sathia at lakeside...but expectantly, Sathia said tt he's nt cming...well no shock or disappointment ther...anyways today whole day out shopping for skol stuff..its as if im jus enterin poly 1st yr..haha...kalakkare ganges.....new shoes, new clothes, new bag...hmmm pramaatham!!! ^_^
Actually, i totally forgot abt my dance class today! And today im joining another class... it was quite odd to nt knw anyone in the class and jus join them, but within minutes i was alrdy in gd talking terms wit them. i tink tis shud go well la... being in a bigger grp does feel gd...while i was in class, poor sunita had to wait outside till it was over...after tt i cudn't move a muscle as i was damn shack and adding on to it, my knee was hurting again. Lucky, i rmbred to bring my knee guard. The idea of gg vivo was reli bad as i was reli tired...but it wasn't vr bad...we went ther, purchased wat we needed and chao immediately...the journey in the bus was cool as i was knocked out thruout...haha...
Had my aunt's family and bro's family over at ma place tonight, so this was the chance to whack pizza....haha...but i din even take a bite...wasn't in the mood to eat...yea yea i knw...ppl might tink if sm1 needs mood to eat...wel i do...i jus feel that i haf lost smth in life for the past few days.....i m reli nt sure of wher i set my priorities to...i mean nt everyting in life...jus certain tings...anyway...my hse was like a mini zoo tonight...seriously...haha...pity the neighbours...anyways once evryone is bak hm...i had my 2 new frens msging me....reli lift my mood u knw... hvin mood swings for the past few days is reli torturous... but i jus cant help it...i dunno what else to do...is reli nice to distract myself in various ways so that i reli forget tt im upset over smth...*sighs*
Jus all these for today.... and finally...im reli reli tired and sleepy...and even thn...im too stubborn to jus head towards my bed... smth is jus askin me to stick my eyes to my lappy and nt move. Haha...jus a few mins and i will b in my lala land too... Ok thn...gd nite yo!
*~*~GaNgEs*~*~