Hey ther...i was jus bak frm the temple and was slackin a while before i cud place this entry...damn tired actually...Today was sposed to be a short day for me... but i dunno how come it turned so long and tiring. I went to skol early today to meet up Danesh for lunch. I actually tot tt i wud b late but surprisingly i was on time. I tink is bcos of the amazing punctuality of the bus and trains. lolx.
Today's lesson wasn't so bad actually...Customer Service....mostly it is based on common sense so it was quite interesting. The lesson lasted ony for abt 2 1/2 hours. I was sposed to head back home til Kartik called. whatever he's sposed to pass me yst...he tld tt he wud pass it to me today. I met him in Bukit Batok, got those pprs thn headed to the bus stop wher i cud take the str bus bak home. Long and tiring walk...and adding on to it i was damn damn hungry la...i bot ice-cream in bread =D yummy! >.<
Once i reached home i jus had abt 30 mins rest before i cud get rdy for tmpl. I tot we wud b ther for sm short prayers and we wud head home early...and my predictions were WRONG! It lasted till 9 pm...*sighs* =.=" I was like reli waiting for it to end as my knee started to ache and i was getting vr restless... I did not expect Sathia to turn up for the prayers as he talk so much to me wen i invited him over...and suddenly he appear like tt...but still i was happy that he came...
When everyting was over, Yogi Bear tld tt she will send him home, so me n my bro joined her.. I think my mood swing reli love me alot cos it keeps cmin bak to me...hw sweet? rgt? Sathia kept fooling ard and i felt my temper rising... When i was tryin to direct my sis on the road, he cm n tel her the wrong directions... i jus shouted at him...i jus cudn't control it...i kept shouting at him and he was like, "Why r u shouting?"... I mean, i can't believe that im shouting and he is telling me these tings when it used to be the other way rd. He used to shout for all the unnecessary stuff and fight wit me day and night and i wud get pissed off by it and somehow infront of my bro n sis today...it was vice-versa. Well...after he left, i jus cudn't help feeling bad for the way i was...=( I apologised...
Sometimes it will jus click my mind if he wud feel the same way if he were behave like tis...and trust me...tt's what always happens...*sobz* =_=...Mayb he shud jus realise that he was like tt to me most of the time...shouting at me for nth... anyway i tink i changed bcos of tt...im trying to avoid getting upset and disappointed by him...tt's y i've stopped calling him... there wasn't even a day wher i did nt talk to him...i cant even slp w/o sayin a hi to him. But nw..i jus dn cal him...i tink wen i distance myself frm him..tt's wen he rmbrs tt i exist and gives me call... Well...i tink i've done a major mistake...u shud nvr be too close wit anyone...when sm things change...u wont b able to accept it. That's what happened to me... Now im nt giving a damn at all. I tink tt shud b the way...for nw....=(
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