Herlo! Today was my first day of skol for Yr2 and it was nth so fun actually...i reli miss my AF0702 dearies..the class environment is nvr the same w/o u guys...and of course i reli miss my cliques...Aisyah, Ingrid, Tiffy and Nat...at least im able to talk to the first three...Nat is totally mia! WHER R U NAT??? 0_0...haha... class is quite boring...and the module is even worse..nt tt i dn understand or its difficult...i tink we can match it up wit POM...haha those who hv gone thru tt stupid module shud nw haf a rough idea abt hw tis module wud b...anyway i nv tel what module rgt....lolx...is called Project Management....hw to plan a biz...and blah blah blah....BORING!!!! =.=". But that doesn't make me go wandering off to lala land in class...stil hafta listen bah! Lucky today the first part of the lesson was taken up to set up our internet connection and the HeuCampus thingy...haha tt works exactly like MSN...but is lil bit like VCM as well...anyway it shud b better thn tt stupid VCM...is damn sickening la...seriously...
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Hafta start studying for ICA alrdy sia...Next wed u knw...so fast...and the theory reli sucks! so much to rmbr...grr...i hate memory work so much... i reli hafta do wel tis sem...i stil have gt a long way to reach my target...i definitely wil...i reli dn wan anymore regrets... :(
That stupid Kartik was sposed to meet me today to pass me smth so tt i can print him sm document and stuff...tt idiot ask me to get down at Woodlands and in the end he said he nv bring the document and ask me to go home...idiot!!! anyways i took tt opportunity to haf a nice long bus journey bak home...took 187 thn change bus at jurong to 99...it took me quite sm time to reach home...
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I met Waheed to buy sm stationeries at Popular... i bought everytingi needed and bot things for my bro..was keep reminding myself to get pen for my younger bro and smhw i forgot it...*sighs*...tot he wud b reli mad at me for it...tmr mus nt forget to get him tht pen b4 he hammer me!
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My leg is aching so much la...i mean after tt day at Sentosa is jus getting worse...Docs suspect i tore my knee ligament...whoa...injure till like tt ar? sian sial... i had to walk so slowly in skol as the pain was increasing...jus imagine it aching even wen im slping...din even move my leg sia...still can ache one...whoa O_O i jus hope it'll b alrgt...is reli scary to continue my dance class with my leg in tt condition...nw im reli depending on my knee guard to avoid the knee hurting even more. i had to stop jogging as wel...*sighs*...enna kodumai sir ithu!
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Well...today was jus another ordinary day...skol...back home...go shop...study...and nw tis....
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U knw the past few days...i jus get lots of mood swings...is quite depressing actually...And i came to realise that Aisyah is gg thru the same...Hi-Five babe! haha... and wen i feel that way...i jus cant find anyone right to share it with and to calm myself down before i go mad..and the worse part is i dn even knw why im feeling so upset till i hafta cry...m i regretting abt the past? m i feeling ashamed of myself? i dunno.... is jus tt my mind is blank...i feel sad and i cry...tt's reli terrible u knw...*sighs* i jus hope tht it gets better and nt any worse...i dun tink i can handle it for the time being...im nt reli stable...but i am tryin to...
ok thn...i better get to bed...need to get up quite early tmr...nitez!
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Crying is a way to vent ur feelings which u hav kept to urself. (quote fm sumone who told me tt).
we gotta be strong...!!! Jia You!
- I-Sya
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