Hey people, sorry i din update ma blog for quite some time. Jus din have the mood and even time to blog..so yea here i am nw...anyway m in class now... "Customer Service"...class is quite interesting but stil the lesson is jus full of common sense. So i jus dn wana lissen...haha... Okok...let me get bak to tis

Firstly, I GOT BAK MY WALLET!!! yay...i'm so so happy...haha my mood reli lift up after i heard tis news frm daddy...bless that soul who returned my wallet...and i wud like to take tis opportunity to thank all ma frens who cheered me up and prayed for me to get bak my wallet..And a BIG THANKS to all who consoled me wen i was so down.. Grace, Waheed, Sunita, Thenesh, I-sya, Karthik and many more...haha sorry if i din mention ur name...but i sincerely thank all u guys...*smiles* Maybe that might be the only thing that made me happy for the past few days...Dance class on saturday was so so tiring, i din knw what happened but i felt so dizzy halfway thru...Total black out for abt 20 mins... i had to sit down so tt i dn make a scene in class by jus dropping to the floor O__O!! tt's embarrassing... This wud be the second time i blacked out in class....the first time was quite long ago la...2006 i tink *thinking*... haha....bcos of my mean tcher who made me dance and dance non-stop...of cos anyone wud faint la...nt even a minute to rest...grrr....

My weekend was burnt for the ica i had on monday...to people out ther...ica mean in-course assessment...nt intercourse k? dn get it wrong...^_^V... Anyway the ica sux... of all the tings i studied...smth tt i din study came out as a 10 mark qn...wth!!!! arh!!! smhw i tried to write smth for it..but i dn tink its tt bad...ok ok la... haha...

Sunday i went to tmpl. I reli was in a dilemma on whether to go or nt since i stil had to study for the ica. The module is terrible la..."Project Mgmt" such an irritating module...Theory Modules are damn sickening...wish they were like Maths...jus easy to solve and move on....memorising will jus make my brain blast one day...

Things at home isn't rgt as well... i always feel my temper rising for every small issue...nowadays i jus dn care abt arguing or talkin bak... The tolerance level is damn damn low... too many tings in mind that smtimes it jus flows out as tears... It is hard for me...vr hard indeed... Lost many hours of sleep... i dn feel like doin anyting...the ony ting that keeps me company is my lappy, mp3 and my frens... Talkin to them makes me feel so much better...but nt some of them....im in tis state bcos of sm of 'em...*sighs*

I jus want to get over with all the bad emotions in me and get bak to the old life i led...i jus miss it alot...spend all my time with my friends...studying...hanging out...in secondary skol....with all the freedom i wanted...and no regrets... now it jus feels like everyting is coming to an end... I can feel my worst within seconds...my best fren changed so much tt i jus wana keep distance...It jus prevents me frm getting hurt by all the harsh terms used... Will this situation ever change? I dunno... nth is helpin to make tis better... I tried...I gave up...*sighs* kk...let's move out of tis sad atmosphere nw...lolx

Im hvin another ica tis friday and its a ROLE PLAY!! argh!!! haha i hate roleplays...i rather do ppt presentation sia...haiz...kk gt one class exercise...role play again...lolx...tata