Sunday, April 13, 2008

Tamil New Year!!

Hi folks....u knw what...today is tamil new yr...so i wud like to wish all my indian readers a vr Happy Tamil New Year..."ungalukku en iniya thamizh puthaandu nal vaazhthukkal"....u knw an interesting fact? According to the tamil calender...its sposed to be year 2038! haha...just imagine....

Anyway my whole day was jus spent watching movies...Anniyan...Mr.Bharath...Vel and Thirupatchi...whole day slack ony....anyway slacking is oso tiring...hehe...

Today im sposed to b vegetarian... everyting at home and at my granny's was vegetarian...n i dunno hw cm its standardized everywher tt wen its vegetarian food...thn it shud sambar, tahu sambal wit sm vegetables and paayasam.... is always like tt....*sighs*...there wil definitely b a day wher im gg to get sick n tired of it...

My day today was going so well till i had to receive a msg frm someone...*sighs*...a smily face bcam a grumpy face...>.O....i jus dn understand why he hafta do tis... i mean...jus leave me alone la...keep msgin and spoling my mood...everything is over..so what r u trying to prove? don't u realise u piss me even more...i dn tink a second chance will bring thing bak to normal so why dn u understand tt? *sobz* i knw tt it has become impossible for me to make u understand tt i dn wan tings tt way...if i dn wan thn u better leave me...i tink i've explained myself enuf..i gave up entirely...so JUS LEAVE ME ALONE! I'm happy enuf tt way...i dunno if it is pricking him seeing me happy...the way he phrases what he's saying portrays such an impression....

But i dun tink this day reli went bad cos i m nt gg to let smth so unnecessary to pul me down...talkin to my frens and occupying myself wit activities i like to do reli keeps me gg happily...

Out of a sudden...i feel tt im gg back to hw i used to feel a yr back...Sad...Lonely...and unhappy abt the way tings are nw... Things between me n my best fren is way different thn it used to be as well... Is jus so depressing...the way things are.... i
ve quieten down keeping my feelings to myself...actually tis is why i started blogging... i tink my best fren shud have realised it the way im talkin to him and the amt of which i talk as well...but i dun tink tt disturbs him... i decided to be tt way so tt i dn get disappointed and sad for the way he is to me nw... he has reli changed alot... i jus hafta accept it...Ok thn..i hafta hit the bed...tmr is gg to the first day of skol for Yr 2!

Im damn damn excited for it la...^_^ Damn sickening to slack at home...i rather enjoy studying..but stil it doesn't make me a weirdo...is jus fun to study and haf smth to do.... I dun tink we haf anyting else to do except studying at this age...i tink tt wud b true for me...i rather jus study and enjoy wit frens thn to do anyting else tt isn't necessary...i tink many get the hint of what im saying....mayb those who knw me shud knw...lolx....Ok...tink i blogged too much...time to hit the bed sweethearts....NITEZ

*~*~GaNgEs!~*~*

3 comments:

wholenewworld said...

HELLO GANGES! =D
grace here! HAHAHA.

natto said...

!! ^__^ ITS AUNTIE!

GuGu ChAaP said...

Hahah...yea...hi gurls...hey nat!! why u MIA alrdy...nonsense sia u...we knw nuts abt what u r doin nw...so busy ardy ar?

Hey Grace...hw u find the classes? Boring aite?